Try Me Out...

Try me out...
a pair of black shoes..
pumps...sucede...
maybe a name brand..
maybe not..
depends on the day..
the mood..
how im feeling..
size 6.5 to a 7...
not to big not to small..
just ryte..
to fit you..
to fit everyone..
3.5in heels..
to keep everyones mind
wonder'n..hw i walk like a model in them...
why?
cause at heart i am a model..
lets be me..
wat does that mean...
walk like me..
talk like me..
but how do i talk..
be a brooklyn chick..
a ride or die..
a real shortie..
a bestie...
a mojito..
a paper toucha..
a lil sista..
a trendsetta...
some1 you love..
and hate to hate..
an intellectual..
a chick with brains..
and not give'n it...
doing my own thing..
and not afraid to show it..
Ms.Independent..willing to support u...
but still want a dude that got his own 2...
dark skin hunny..
tall...smart...sexy..
getting what u want..
like malcom..
by ne means nesscary..
jus like me..
ne-yo said it best..
when he said " she got her own"
cause he was talkin bout me..
need'n some love and affection
like pressure bust pipes said..
and i didnt need serani song
to let me know he " wants me"
nice curves...
with a pretty face..
that dont come around everyday..
so i got no choice
but to have a big "ego" like B say..
Imma go gurl Like CeCe...
and gurls hate me...
cuz they know they cant see me...
no time for hate'n..
cause theres too much money to be make'n..
a classy chick...
not that i had to state it....
dont do liars...
trust u will get deleted from my life quick...
and dont get madd..
when u ask me a ?
and i dont suggacoat it...
((smilez))

Music Flow...

Music..
Music..
Music...
i love MUSIC...
its my life..
my therpy...
my love..
my happiness..
it consoles me..
comforts me...
makes me feel better...
if im happy or sad...
mad or glad...
i could pop in a tune..
and get in the zone...
from beyonce...to movado...
i listen...
i understand..
i compare...
how could something so little..
make me feel so strong..
have such an impact..
omg...
its amazing...
i get in the zone...
where i can relate my life...
to words of an artist..
there feelings are mine...
and mines are theres...

Untitled

As the days turn to nights
and everyone seems happy
i sit in my room and think.
i think about the good and the bad...
mostly the bad
and as the waterfrom my eyes start to rain
i feel the burden of my pain...Heavier
My heart overwelmed
and my mind distracted
as the voice replays in my head
i think of the last words he said
if love is a gift why do i feel so shitty
why do i feel alone
why?
because he lied
there are no such letters to create that word
there are no such feelings to make that emotion.
it means nothing.
it doesnt come from within...
and it doesnt come from other people
its just an excuse to give people that hurt you
theres no freeness through it.
or no happiness
only lettersthat cut you
to create sadness.

Weekend

Off for the week...
and theres nothing to do...
im off from school..
and my manager gave me 3whole days off..i dont know why
today is wednesday...
and it snowed and rained outside..
it was so ugly...
i didnt go anywhere..
but stay home..and watch t.v all day..
i have a 10page paper thats due...friday
but yet its still not done...
yesterday me,shavette and keisha went to brittany house...
it was cool...
had fun taking pics...making videos...watching t.v..
just acting up...being teen girls i guess...

if i dont like u..i jus dont like u

omg...omg...OMG
the sercerity guy at my job..
omg..
he got me s0o0o0o upset...
hw dare he talk 2 me like im a child..
like im his child.
he really had the nerve...
we got into a little argument...
and i told him...
DO NOT TALK 2 ME...
I DO NOT LIKE U..
and yet he still tries to talk to me..
he had the nerve to ask me if im going to apologize for what i said..
he must have been drunk..
feel and bumped his head..
so i laughed at him..
and told him i wasnt apologize'n for anything.
i did nothing wrong..
than yesterday i went to work..
and he had the nerve to say Hi to me...
and get mad when i didnt say anything back...
Than when i was leaving with my sister..
i said bye to my co-worker..
he had the nerve to ask
me am i going to say bye to him....
i just walked out the door..
IF I DONT LIKE U..
DO NOT TALK 2 ME

Funny Business

D.A.N.C.E.
I Havent danced in what feels like forever...
i really cant believe how long its been...
i want to take a dance class
called Aprils Dance'n Feet
i love african modern so i figured thats the class i would most enjpy taking.
i also want to take Tap and Jazz...
omg...
that would be so gud...
and it would make me happy..
i want to get fit because prom is coming up..
and i want the body to look ryte..
i mean perfect..
i cant say how i wanna look...
but i think i found the perfect dress..
my sister just says that it would loook better on a tall gurl ((sad face))
it was beautifull..
the color i want..
it was on sale for 580...original price 900...
thats a real gud sale to me..
wat u think...lolz..
i keep telllin my fam..
idc how much it cost..
if i lool gud..
and it luks gud..
immaq gunna b HAPPY...((smilez))

the ex..lolz

omfg...
at my job they already start putting out valentines day things...
like omg..
can i be happy about the new year
without reminding me that this is going to be the worst valentines day ever...
compared to the last one that is..
last year...was semi perfect..
i had boyfriend that i really liked..
so he came to my house and dropped off my gifts..
than we went out to the movies and get something to eat...
it wasnt nothing major.
just the fact that he thought it was important to get me something
bring it to my house and than take me out...
and treat me like his little princess...
that made me happy..
the card..flowers and chocolate that he gave me were also amazing,..
i always got things for valentines day
but i guess this time it meant more because it was from my boyfriend.
the dude i was talking to at the time..
and really truly did like alot...
but this year im single..
lol..funny to say...
sooo...no valentine for jenny..
i think..
i guess i have time to get one..
but it just wont be the same like last year..((sad face))

a new year dai

my break was okay..
i think it could have been much much better...
i really didnt do much,...
i got extrememly sick in the beginning and i couldnt eat speak or swallow.
i went to the hospital and they gave me anti-biotics...
about 3days later i was all good...
i went back to work
and that was basically my whole vacation.
when the ball dropped for the new year i was sleeping...
so i guess thats why i've been so tired lately...
you know what they say...how you spend your new year...
is what your year is gonna be like.
later on that day...
me and a couple of my friends tried to go bowling
but it was closed..
so we went to ihop instead..
and then i went home...
nothing major...

new year..same jenny

Happy New Year...Merry Christmas...
this is a new year...same 'ol jenny....
i find no reason to change because being me...
is the only thing i know how to be.
i learned to live with myself...
choose my friends wisely
and keep many people at a distance...
making sure not to put myself out there...
and only tell..
what needs to be said.
i havent been able to do any shopping yet...
which have really been killin me
and make'n me sad...((sad face))
i was sooo happy on christmas
to be able to get my sister the puma sneakers that she really wanted..
it made me cry to see how happy it made her...
i also bought seantel and ayana a gift...
which made me happpy.
i love to give to people..
when its from the bottom of my heart...