rainy

today was a rainy day. where i didnt want to do anything. i hate when it rains and i have to go to school and work.HORRIBLE.i mean its bad enough that i have to go to school, but having to go to work after means two negatives. isnt that suppose to make a positive. oh my god, im so mad that im getting all mathamatical.(lol) work wasnt so bad though. i guess because of the rain people didnt want to leave there house, so they found no reason to be at rite aid.(i guess there goes my positive) sometimes i feel like i want to change my job, but then i think...what too. i mean i always wanted to work at a clothing store. but having to flod all those clothes,no bueno. then i wanted to work at a shoe store since i love love love shoes so much. but then i thought i cant always be nice, i have bad mood swings sometimes. then what would i do. so i decided to stick to my job, where most of the time i dont even have to deal with the customers. i mean the only real problem i had with it was that it makes my back hurt and my feet burn. not really a good thing for a young lady like myself. but i guess if it pays my phone bill, takes me shopping, and keeps money in my pockets. im good. thats all i really care about at this age anyways. oh yeah. and most important. it takes care of my senior priorities. thats the main reason i kept the job.DUH...

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i love to meet new people. i mean although im a shy person(kind of) the whole experience to me is unbelievable. mostly its the people you talk to, that you thought you would never talk to, that you have the most in common with. i mean me and my neighbor been the greatest of friends since i was 7years of age, and yet we think differently. i dont like to judge people so the decisions she make in life are exactly that. her decisions. she recently gave birth to a beautiful girl, who is mixed with white and black. her farther being white. although he is not apart his daughter life, she still have people that love and support her from day one. my friend vicky made me the proud godmother. i was fulled with elation. my friend very young tries her hardest to stay in school(college) and do what she has to do so that her daughter can have a good life. i mean at times she gets mad and sad and just wants to give up on life all together, but its the positive energy that me and her daughter gives her that makes her want to stick through everything. personally i would never tell her that she's too young to have a child because i truly believe that everything happens for a reason. i believe that God gives us situations like this to either teach a lesson, or bring as a gift. and my god-daughter cynara is both. a lesson to her mother and a gift to this world.

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So... where suppose to do this blogging thing like everyday i think or like twice a week. i wish i can tell you the reason, then it'll make sense to the both of us. i guess because my teacher likes to blogg she thinks everybody does too, but i really dont see how its going to help me with school. i mean everybody bloggs all the time, but i like mine to be done in private, so thats why i have a journal. i dont even know how long this blogg is suppose to be. so im going to write enough so i can get atleast some type of credit(lol). well lets talk about school. i mean theres not much to talk about really. i dont really like it much, but at the smae time i dont hate it. i guess i just contridicted myself. i would have to say that my favorite class is Civics and Black Intellectual Thought. i like Civics because i like what were studing, about,how people are segragated. people of all ethnicities and religions. its like there was a whole other system of discrimination besides the one between blacks and whites. and i enjoy Black Intellectual Thought because i like becoming a critical and analytical thinker. i like that Mr.Thompson stops us while reading to discuss what the author is tring to tell the reader, or what we think.

well. that seems like about it to me...hope you enjoyed ms.DJ...