...college stress....

Hey!!!Whats up. Lately i've been doudting college. part of me knows that im not mentally ready for what college is about to show me. i really dont think that im fit or it riight now. i havent even filled out a college application yet. no fasfa no nuttin. i cant believe it. the only problem is i dont think my family is going to go for it. they are very strick people, they dont believe in breaks and stoping and giving up. it kinda stresses me out and i hate that i feel like i have to impress people. or make people feel good about calling me there daughter,cousin,niece. i dont know. im just feeling overwelmed. i wish i could just wish my life away......